Dearest Electra ….

    at the end of the day 

        who would notice if I fell into a ditch? 

I never say, but, yes, I am grateful to have Jörn —without, there wouldn’t be anyone looking out for me. 

I only pretend not to notice

    Just knowing he is there and 

      would know if I were in trouble —I am so glad to have Jörn and —so grateful or I’d feel

I’d be completely unseen invisible irrelevant 

I feel seen with him and at least now in my life I can be sure of one thing: the man with the vampire eyes