Do you give permission to allow someone to invade your mind?
Or is it expected that everyone’s mind is available for invasion?
Every secret thought — is entertainment and useful intel which is more the focus of the invasion
the infiltration
little embedded cookies that leech
that spread like a virus through the unconscious and conscious universal mind
Today my verbal filter was nonexistent
It seemed as though I was on a campaign to speak my mind without sugar coating
and a bit of vertigo at how precisely I delivered all my blows; like an arrow in a bow once pulled to extreme it seems
all the things I bit my tongue over for months or more just erupted out of me for all the individuals and coldly cut them all off! I never do this
I’m done with it,
no more unnecessary useless torture by those self inflated and self appointed arbitrators
Often I feel as though what was mine alone becomes the tool used against me.
With such vigilance do I stick to my resolve; with such devout faith I do adhere so steadfast
Whilst bent over backwards there comes this sense of ….
The server saying:
“Just say when,” as they pour your drink
and the epiphany of enlightenment when ….
when ….?
Oh! That is me? still pouring
As you know, I am Electra
and these are my thoughts and my worlds
….the one standing in the crypt looking at my vampire family’s names —yes, that is me; these are my thoughts and this is my universe of worlds and those of you whom get to find me by chance is ….up to you to decide if it was good or bad luck
Anyway, it has occurred to me I’ve been ignoring myself.
Ignoring everything that may distract me from keeping my edge ….
But now the weight of the hyper vigilant armor needs to free me of its shadow whilst I
….brave my idiosyncratic celf; the social anomaly like the man who fell to earth or the little prince; to some circus freak to Darwin?
Could Ai digest me into its great stomach and claim me and my style as theirs to spit into the subconscious sleeping minds who they drain their scrambled me’s into among many misplaced other beings to muddy my waters; make it and my thoughts homogenized
Does Ai get that? Do you?
I’ve been ignoring myself … out of habit. Of protection. Pause. Get back to it later
Years later….
there we are
