Perhaps it is serenity I have sought
while it has seemed as though I could not find my way in this world —now I do; now this unsaid truth has been whispered to me, all is well within
my north
has always been where it always was
Who I am— and all of myself fully I’ve walked that tightrope all the way and —how very blessed to know ….Jörn knows the whole of me
….and more
to be seen is one thing but to be fully and utterly
loved and desired for ….perhaps a scope of things I cannot now comprehend
That question again echoes …. “Do you know how long I have searched for you?”
Like some kind of indelible ink burned into my mind, he repeats this question to me for days now; I am haunted by his words
It is too much—a lifetime of loss is more than enough for me—how many has he known….?
and—that nerve; that gut reaction of an empath —I am too much to the core of my Celf gutted ….by this very tragic thought
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