I have been ignoring myself. I think all my life. I never noticed. Not until I realize how I turn off my own pain. And see the damage it has done to me. But i see it now. It was a behavior I was taught young and I —have always been well disciplined 

But the tragedy really is

I’ve put my celves last and the quest that I have believed myself to be applied to

And all my selfless acts have been for nothing because nobody even noticed