05 January 2020

far from fully painted










far from fully painted or even outlined; I obsess about details and paint all over at once



31 December 2019

It begins to reveal itself

2:15 PM


First layer of paint begins



Think of this as a pause between seasons in my journal writing

 ~even as I know the plot line .... as sometimes I go within myself for awhile, go inside the crypt 

~to continue it, because the dictionary goes on and 

we are hung by a thread with a cliffhanger because ..... it is







a dare from an echo

wishing for reflection 

only if it is actually heard 




31 December 2019 thus far today

at 12:34 ....

30 December 2019

day 2; rough sketch


May need four more panels and a very big wall





‘the pirate and the dove’ begins today

my present studio

starting to sketch the piece onto two canvas panels

My mother’s old easle 

starting this piece from the bottom

18 December 2019

missing summer hikes


(embracing the inner grinch)


one of a few snakes I have caught on video









Where does a person go to find peace when everything everywhere reminds you of what you have lost or never had












also from this summer; an insomniac playing with the animation loop