well, so blows my mind how all the years melt away in such moments like these
if I were to stand above they would all look like dozens of skyways crisscrossing in all directions
I think of one of those —somewhere in the Bronx it was that I took the wrong exit —and—because the service light went on. Little red riding hood. Anyway. I blew off the job interview because after my life flashed before me I was in a weirdish mood
it seems I get a lot of those moods
the memory of a thousand kids turning out for my nephew’s funeral—ides of March just four years ago
it is like you can touch a memory —looking up at him when he’d told me his plan ….
and people turning up in my life from my past ….once I could run away but the phone is the actual ball and chain isn’t it
only I think I orbit out there away from the planet on some other galaxy
but perhaps
The north east here
Jörn …. Oh that man with those vampire eyes —tell me why —why do you allude me so?
tbc
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