01 November 2022

***reflections of a Muse(updated)

foreshadow for a scene….


I know that I have said that I have come to realize that it is actually our proclivities which draw us towards our missions in life 


Those things the religious often requires us to repent 


those are the very things we are called upon to examine


our darkness ….

    because only through it 

    will we ever see the light

 within our darkest truths 

the crux of what defines us


is directly at the source of what we really need 


and who we really are 


the taboo of it would not be so fearful once it is understood why it is there


and does not necessarily require us to remove its power


because not all strong powers are fiercely bad; some strong powers are just fiercely a force to be reckoned with


to be reckoned with


I reckon


 ….and why not with pleasure? as experience is about experience— not only through pain do we grow; there is that fine line between pleasure and pain and I do think for some of us the fascination is the answer to an age old call that roots for release


but we must not forget that, we grow too


when we get to heal


….but there is a hidden riddle in this and yes, it has to do with healing and the soul


and so I then reckon, why must ‘to be reckoned with’ be…. something void of pleasure and serenity once —that is, it is —arrived at serene; only once slaked of the lovers grip; to arrive through experience cannot be an intellectual journey


~only after —in retrospect, do we have that as a memory~

***but some of those very powerful forces to be reckoned with— are actually just the other end of your own magnetic field ….finding its natural attraction, like that compass and —something about what is known as True North 

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