it is the purging i have been long from.and as I go deep sea dives within the celves ….looking back on recent timelines to consider choices…. the Adirondaks should have been my sanctuary had not the pandemic hit just upon arrival. and then having covid long before anyone knew what to do. terrified there in the middle of snowstorms, stranded, alone there among strange strangers who never came out to say hello ….yes, the pin ball is done 

thoughts begin to flow…..

and again find— I am myself ….and I watch the gate as the celves find spirit and soul ….whatever my voice, though it be a whisper, it Must Be