(another aspect and hint about the Electra theme and patterns)
I remember as a child standing by the bedroom door after I got one of the beatings. Of course I did not know about biology or whose I was back then —or what that meant, but ….to me I thought he was my father. So I would wait at the door after each time he hurt me for him to say he was sorry and say that loved me….”
I look up at Jörn as I say this,
“I thought each time that he intended to just ….throw me away ….so, maybe now you may understand what my anxiety is about….” I don’t say
He comes up from behind me and leans into me then, drapes his long arms around before he says in a deep whisper into my ear,
“I will never abandon you….”
(don’t you see him as a spy?)
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