notes to a celf in a dictionary; Thoughts of the legend & the loss of all

What do you do when you have lost everything....?  Do I mean the homeless person who walks the streets daily because there is no where to go? do you feel for this person and can you put yourself in this person’s skin?

there is a terrible isolation to be deplete

I will not put my meaning clear; I will speak in symbols. because it is all I am able to say. but I speak of society and not really in the political sense. no. I mean it in the actual sense.

where do you go to find understanding and compassion, when there is no one who can relate, when you find yourself flung on the street and there is only street and black ahead?

Let’s think about our sad Viking with the vampire eyes because it is easier to talk of him. Let us consider a warrior who is used to cold and violence and has lived by the seat of his pants without ever stopping to feel. Because if you stop to feel.... you will crumble down. What he might have seen before he found his Siberian princess with the mahogany eyes, no doubt something turns you this way.

To consider this one aspect to know a moment’s joy from a bleak horizon —now the dead girl is left in her pirate’s arms.

If he was too late then the heavy loss would burn his soul alive .... how did he get through another day?

who would understand the loss of all and where do you find such society? The awkwardness of shame keep people away and make friends into spiteful fiends as they look for excuses to avoid you

what society is there when dragged out from Hell and you are left with your guts ripped out