When hell freezes over 

but it would be remiss I think if I did not at some time say, about Persephone’s father that as I have so often touched upon this Hades has mellowed. Hell has freezed over. And I did not say before. I could not. Those shocks of truths about yourself you find can still surprise you. Especially about him. I buried that. Well, it’s like knocking your elbow wrong —it hurts, but I do hear it; have, no I know and can tell he—that I’ve caught up with him. It’s funny about life.he found my boxes with sentimental things. He found some old love letter from a guy I don’t remember. His voice was odd but it’s weird. Something he said last year about some character in a show we watched at Christmas….how’d he put it? It was like —this guy was caught in the act by his girlfriend and the guy regretted it instantly and I didn’t get it ! I sat there discussing this with him and he said something like, “he knew he had a good thing but then he wasn’t used to it so when someone else gave him attention it went to his head but then he was sorry but —see, he wasn’t used to it!”

I don’t know. I didn’t like the explanation but then I understood 

I ignored it

until now 

I knew what he was telling me but I ignored it. I mean what do you do with it but no it was more too much for me to process emotionally just beyond my circuits to hear what he was saying. But I heard it. Like a sphinx. The one on the shelf with the pieces glued together. 

It’s weird about people sometimes. It’s weird about people. In my sphere. How they swirl around. Now he paints. It’s good for him. But it blows my mind. Still it should not surprise me maybe more hallelujah —so, sometimes I just get these moments like …. I don’t know ….