Often I feel as though what was mine alone becomes the tool used against me. 

With such vigilance do I stick to my resolve; with such devout faith I do adhere so steadfast 

Whilst bent over backwards there comes this sense of …. 

The server saying: 

“Just say when,” as they pour your drink 

and the epiphany of enlightenment when …. 

     when ….? 

Oh! That is me? still pouring