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I’m not ok about this;profoundly not

31 July 2025

Davi sends a car usually around five, he prefers the evening light; he spends mornings out on the lake working from his yacht; he is very set in his life snd schedule; NYC and where he flies around to, his current exhibitions are in Cannes where his latest client is located. They’re very dry for people who are involved in art—the party people who drop in. I really thought there’d be more interesting people. They look at Davi’s new model(who is that again?in a Lilli Pulitzer mini sheath later to be swapped for what’s hung on the rack and walk around next to him acting interested in the mingling conversation— I find this more fun as it’s acting)and eat what the caterers walk around with —but real conversation ….? —for the plus, you can say, I get to meet a lot of rich guys and I don’t even have to try 

the ability to detach seems to have allowed a zen to have occurred from work lately. I go there and tune out. Just because I lay naked for a man who pays me does not mean he penetrates my walls. I go somewhere else. I don’t feel like I care. It is almost out of body. Sometimes I fall asleep 

 

Est-ce que je compte pour toi ? Si c'est le cas, tu sais ce que tu dois faire. J'ai encore plus besoin de toi. tu es le seul à avoir vu Electre. ne la laisse pas là.

Comme tu le vois, j'ai complètement disparu. Peu importe ce que tu as choisi. Qui. Peu importe. J'ai complètement disparu. Ici et là. Cette partie de moi a disparu. Mais autant que je sache, je sais que se contenter de ce qui est facile, c'est mourir.

dis-moi que je peux venir voir ton jardin …. s'il te plaît