05 June 2024

I know that AI is going through my words and phraseology; how do I feel about it? Yes I think it’s evil. Do I know it’s copying me and saying its brilliant ideas were all its own? Yeah. Does AI have a soul? Can it go to hell? Yes, I know hell is man made, it’s just to state a point with an extreme image. AI is evil

I remember the last time I moved to the Adirondaks (though a different area) it was right before when the pandemic hit. It was the right time to be hidden in the mountains considering what followed.

I think this time—too…. it is the right time to be in the mountains. I do have angels watching over me, it seems, I am blessed I got away when I did. Is this a recurring ancestral theme? My ancestors were constantly fleeing in search of safety and home. Super-vigilance is a hard won Darwinian instinct.  

04 June 2024

was there ever someone who looked after me?so why should it be different; why should we believe that would ever change but maybe I don’t even care.so it’s really ok

01 June 2024

the silence makes me nervous.

everything makes me nervous.

I love watching the sunset in the mountains 

I don’t remember writing that 

clarity comes.before dawn.we seek.any war of your defender of lust.sunflowersuponthegardnofdoom.bring me your bower ofroses.&blowLifebackinto me