Shashi Kapoor
in Heat and Dust —it is one scene, and it is only because of how he touches her
*literary aside notes (for my reference)
such an unexpected subtle shock of surprise (he is more erotic than if it were explicit;so hot)
27 March 2024
25 March 2024
a very literary note;an aside for the margins
On a post-it writes
“he puts me in chains and makes me endure hours of torture upon my sex with constant onslaught of a soft mouth ….how do I confess this?”
—found in the translations letters of ancestor
*frame story/subStory
margin notes
not to give away my new writing work, but I need to work out a few thoughts here. I can only say that as I research this —vaguely, I’m looking at how western movements of thought have influenced human lives especially seen through art —I thought it was a trilogy but it’s growing legs and to wrestle the beast I write now a tiny anecdote of a side thought
consider the actors of Shakespeare time. Of Sophocles time. Of Oscar Wilde’s time and consider all those immortal works and their muses or those that portrayed them on stage or sat at salons for paintings
To read Forster or Jane Austen as a nerd girl and then see Hugh Grant, Julian Sand, Colin Firth, these lovely men embody characters …. and I have to consider our time and era and what one we are—or were in—QE2? the knights and dames and our a.s.byat
23 March 2024
I think repression is the root of all evil.upon realizing this, it occurs to me that I’ve really never been interested in perpetuating negative cycles of mal intended games played through forms of mental abuse —to me an enlightening discovery as it simply means I see it was just a kind of a blindness I’d not examined.
Therefore it can be better understood why physical forms of confinement or chains; ties etc. that becomes a fetish is adapted as it creates a venue for the expression to be exhibited through a decoy channel hidden as a subterranean ‘acceptable’; but as an act of perversion; like an eccentric or secret social deviant
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