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15 January 2024
a royal Reaux side street mystery
13 January 2024
An alley way called Dawn off the side street
She felt differently she realized, staring out over the street in front of her, watching the coats of snow melt under the pummel of the constant rain which replaced the days of snow storms
She had felt differently for awhile.
The tone of life had cast a new altered scheme of shades ….and it was so gradual, this change …. it was not possible to pin point any exact moment of the shift
but there was a shift ….
Faun looked down at her chapped hands— now softened ….but they still slightly stung, if she noticed ….
why had she come here….? and why had Grant been able to distract her from ….distract her from what is reality. But the change began when it was still present
and the events —a few shocking deaths between other
events …. smeared what remained of the dreams
What world did those dreams belong in?
Sheila had no other message from Grant— so, it seems ….he forgot her, and now having shut up this part of the house Faun turned away from the window. She kept her eyes away from the salmon colored couches and focused on the door through which would close out these recent memories ….
and once through that door….Shut….with a click….she leaned against it and stared ahead at the interior of her little kitchen ….her bald reality glared back as she wondered how it was possible that he had achieved this ability to distract her from reality —that reality ….
And now with everything back in order at the shop and the bills sorted out and replied to whatever it was that Pierre Reaux needed (copies of the mud print photos) now done
Faun faced the empty place ignoring the mockery of cheap fixes that existed for dates and fake friends —how did he distract her from that? she slid down the door and sat on the floor ….not a flashy red carpet promise, it was just—the ease that existed when he was around; a calm in which to think and breathe— was it illusion ….?something she had conjured up and blindly had believed in—her fault—so….it should be easy to conjure again, right? for herself ….
Faun reminded herself that he would have to contact her eventually about the book shop
wouldn’t he?
It suddenly occurred to her why Grant was able to distract her from the brutalities of life
10 January 2024
No back street boy Side street mystery
04 January 2024
a tail to depart from
there was a day in 2018 during the six months I’d returned here with the desperate hope of seeing Persephone. I walked all the way from Oak Park to Berkley on a hot summer day. it was a devastating day…. as you know, I reached the door but was turned away and had to walk all the way back. it reminded me of a chapter in Katherine (de Roet) by Anya Seton. and as I walked I paralleled our lives ….i remember looking down at the ground as I was almost all the way back. I saw the strangest thing on the ground. It was the black tail of a squirrel —just the tail, like road kill. I remember, I looked all around me for the body of it. There was none. I went around the corner as I approached the shithole I was staying off nine mile and was startled by a black squirrel that jumped in my path— missing a tail
I don’t know why but I often think of this and that squirrel since that day. so much like another day…. another hundred million miles before I can lay my baby down