02 August 2025

People blab about wanting “experience” to experience life they say —but they just tip their toe in the water because a great experience in the true sense is one you have built up to happen.

 But you know it takes courage to really ~experience~ Life and recognize when a love is coming from somewhere true, not inauthentically played out by the convenient choice. Those things that really matter you have to work at and fight for 


half life, what was the point of being seen, I know it’s easier to accept what’s there but I’ve done that already. you want the true connection. not the easy fix. the long empty nights suck ….not in a good way— the life out of you.you want the mystery; the endless thrill to know more; the one who makes you think and grow 

01 August 2025

 Dwi angen ti. Nid wyf yn iawn

 c'est à toi de briser la glace, tu me manques aussi

August nights












 

 

pour toi


It is odd how long names are nick named for people; Richard/Rick, Robert/Bob —to shorten for —convenience? or some unambiguous other form of friendship possession 

but one syllable named people —others add more to…? 

I’ve had so many fun ones invented for me. Chris gave me a choice—it was between  dawneth or dawnage; I took the latter which caught on at my work place at the time where I was forever known as; some sleepy town down a Detroit suburb street 

I liked it because it conjured something like Elizabethan; the age of dawn. A beautiful renaissance…. i wish to create my artistic dream world to bring on a new dawn; we’d call it dawnage. dawnage is a word in my dictionary 

Ce que tu as dit quand on a parlé m'a empêché de faire quoi que ce soit. Parce que ça semblait définitif. Alors je suis resté silencieux. J'avais l'impression que c'était ce que tu voulais. Et aucune preuve du contraire